HSP alert - or is this real?

I feel so sad right now.
What about I don't even know.... Gosh, I think I feel sad about love!?! Oh Heather, you know what I mean! Where are you? Sad sad sad sad sad. I decided this may be the forum in which to pour my excess emotion, since it seems and feels so unproductive everywhere else, well and becasue I'm an exhibitionist too so this might help... the highly sensitive person....

Sad.

I really do not want to pack up my stuff AGAIN and put it iinto a compact little bag, and try to remeber every little requirement for the next 4 days.... warm clothes, toilet paper, contact solution, notebooks, pens, toothbrush, extra pair of wool socks, and boots, and some well thought out lessons, leave the laptop (lifeline) behind. Only minus 5 degree weather, maybe even plus 8, who knows?!! I don't want to do this again tonight. The novelty HAS worn off. The glamour is not so glam and the lessons have lost their edge. We are just going to be a group of people, feeling cold, feeling tired, feeling rushed and feeling anxious to return to a place where you can pee over a porcelain structure at your convenience. We will at least be united, in our desires to come home. We may have fun, a few people may sing popular songs, and the kids might jump on each other and someone will probably start a campfire game... ahh the routine... someone else's routine. This is someone else's experience now and today I feel selfish and sad. Another person's experience is not in the forefront of my mind.... what about the intern? What about the woman behind the mask of the intern? What does she really think, or is this real?